There was a time where I wanted to expand my arsenal of equipment. I was torn between that and helping my family. What became of that was me putting the needs of others in front of mine. At the time it was the right thing to do. In the process over time I noticed the wants I had became displaced. My goals stayed in “dream” mode and never became reality. Depression set in. 2019 was a turning point for me. I lost a lot of my possessions and my life as I knew it had changed forever. Little did I know it was the best thing that ever could have happened. It was like the light came on. Suddenly the dreams I held off were now unfolding right before my eyes. My arsenal is ever expanding and the possessions I lost either no longer served me or I acquired something better. When you don’t give up you give yourself the greatest probability on winning the bet you placed on yourself. Never give up!